It's Over...

It's has been more than 3 weeks nahar. Get over it! Get a life. You have too. Well this someone has already moved on. why not you.. Haiiihhh..i tried to forget all of these, but i can't help it. I've been in love with you for 5 years..and since that i looked at no one but you..but you, kept hurting me.. and now, everything has over. I'm trying to pull out all the strength that I have in this soul to move on. I tried to chill out with my friends..but it seems you've been living here in my heart,in my mind for too long..it can't be vanish just like that. hummm... somehow, sooner or later i'll make a move and live this life without you. Good luck and all the best in your life NND...

Something is better unsaid.

Hello thereee... well, been so long I haven't update anything in here.. It's been more than 3 weeks since i broke up with this someone. too bad..but that's life. sometimes, something cannot be forced to go the way as what we dream. I've just lost someone I used to adore so much for 5 years...and now all of these things started to fade away. I know cub, maybe, u have move on there..find someone else far better than me. congratulations. now, i learn everything bout living independently without someone beside me. i think im lost. I know that this is my decision.. im just feeling lost. Behind the smile, the laugh everyday i live with, no one knows how much this hurt me..it's freaking bad in my heart. i did sumthing that is outta of my control. I'm totally lost. right now im trying to find a way to live my life on my own...haihhhh... take care cub.. i'm gonna miss you.